Today Sucks

Let me count the ways...*going with bullets instead of numbers, can't stomach the idea of knowing just how many things suck, today, alone*

• I have gone almost all week without a decent lunch, mostly due to the fact that I am the type of Mom that goes without eating in order to make sure there's enough turkey for her childrens' lunches.


• I'm exhausted. For the past like 4 nights I have tossed and turned all night. Not to mention the fact that 3 out of those 4 nights one of my two children has found their way into my bed. 2 out of those 3 nights was the same child (thing #2)...in fact, 2 nights in a row that were filled with elbows in the shoulders/neck area...getting head-butted by a giant head or a knee in the lower back. 1 blissful night in my bed alone without injury, then last night thing #1 creeped in. At least she doesn't cause my body pain...


• Time changes. I normally do not have any ill-will towards time changes; however, for the past 6 months they have put a major cramp in my daily routine. Now, while I fully own up tot he fact that the time changes themselves have not caused me harm directly, but it's the fact that my person...MY PERSON (a.k.a. my ex-husband with whom I'm reconciling with and am in a committed, long distance, relationship with right now) lives across the damn country and is 3 hours later than me. Normally, who cares, no big deal, we adjust, that's easy. However, said persons job makes them go into work at the exact moment I get out of work...*sigh* This is annoying...repeatedly. I am counting down the weeks until he's here and I do not have this problem anymore.


• April 15th. (I know most of you will agree with me on this, but for different reasons) I HATE April 15th. First because I myself have filed my taxes and have already received my refund, 2 months ago! Secondly, because I work in a public accounting firm...in the records room. Do you have any idea how many files get returned/turned in after April 15th!? A LOT! I couldn't see who was walking past my office yesterday because there were files stacked so high.


• Mother Nature. Every 21 days that bitch has to cause some shit (isn't it always when you're without the necessary tools, if you will, that one is required to have during such a time, or when you can't find a dang quarter so you can buy said "tool" in the ladies room). All I can think about is how much my back hurts, the cramps in my stomach, the ridiculous amount of chocolate that I want to consume, and the fact that my aggravation levels skyrocket for 4-7 days.


• Technology, or limited technology rather. I went to put gas in my car this morning, when I was already running a few mins late, and the stupid card reader was giving me shit. I'm all *slide card, enter zip code* and it's all "you wanna piece of me!? (a.k.a. please see cashier)" I'm like, "wtf?" So i go see suggested cashier only to discover that I have to tell her how much to set it for. I'm like.."I want to 'fill it up'" She says "well you can max up to $40" I said "it won't take more than $20" she says "I can do it for $20 and then you can come see what's left" I'm like, "i have to come BACK in here!?" Astonished at how she doesn't understand why that's extremely annoying when a) I'm running late; b) doesn't she see I have two children with me!? (agest 5 & 6). Come on lady! I didn't want to come in here in the FIRST place! *sigh*

And please know, that normally, such an experience would not spike my adrenaline, but because everything seems to "come up" at the same time...I am extremely wanting this day to be over.

On a side note - my BFF is signing docs today on buying her very first home, ALL BY HERSELF! Super excited for her and so proud of her. She has accomplished SO much in the past 18 months...which is actually longer than I've known her, but in the 14.5 months that I've known her...she has grown SO much and is such a wonderful human being. I truly am grateful to have her in my life. <3>

Peace Out.